January 2011
“The longer you run from your sins, the more exhausted you are when they catch up...”
– Clive Owen
so I know what I want
much like you, Tom, I want something real.
Dead Poet's Society
“Great leaders are almost always great simplifiers, who can cut through argument,...”
– General Colin Powell
so yesterday
could have been better. I was a hermit at night, just made time for me, all that nonsense. But. Today will be much better. I’m counting on goofy to help me out.
In the end, everything will be ok
and if everything isn’t ok, it’s not the end yet
I’m fuckin’ hoping
so I know who I want to be
when I grow up. I’ve only had this professor for one class, but he made my day in that 90 minute period. He’s managed to teach history, and add philosophy and psychology in his teachings. Along with amazing stories from his seemingly endless wisdom. He started teaching here at the beginning of the college, roughly around forty years ago, and did grad school and whatnot. I could have...
So the similarities
are becoming strikingly obvious. Then again, I may be over thinking things, as I tend to do. I should probably just let it go, it won’t happen. I’m no Jim. Time again to just keep on keeping on, because that’s what I do. Letting my mind run away from me hasn’t gotten me very far in the past. Thinking realistically rather than letting my head chill in the clouds sounds...
“If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice.”
– Geddy Lee
“But eventually, over time, we all become our own dopplegangers. You know, these...”
– Ted Mosby (via fuckyeahhowimetyourmother) (via fuckyeahhowimetyourmother)
Almost cried watching this episode…
So I'm ready
to get back to school. To continue moving on with my life. I say this because it needs to happen. New things, people, events, places, need to happen. I’m not trying to run away from anything or anyone in particular, as far as I know. I’ll always be coming back home and missing it whilst away, but college is where I want to be now. Especially now that I’m all better. Mostly. I...
so the Red Hot Chili Peppers
lead singer Anthony Keidis wrote a book a while ago called Scar Tissue. It’s an autobiography that goes up until like 2002ish. It was a fantastic read, especially because I love RHCP. It inspired me to continue writing, even though I have no specific reason to write. Other than the fact that I enjoy it. That it gives me somewhere to vent. That it is SO liberating it’s difficult to even...
Fuck you
and the horse you rode in on
my year
graduated high school, played in a band, learned about alcohol, learned to write to myself, attend Ramapo, finished a semester of Ramapo, got in trouble, got closer to people, read some books, broke up, broke down, didn’t worry, embraced beliefs, went for it, started a search